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Maybe its because promos are around the corner which is why I'm having the 'i really wanna go to poly' feeling. But really, I think I do. I seriously see no relevance in the future of what I'm studying now. I won't become a geographer and travel around the world studying volcanoes or landforms. Neither would I be interested in sitting by the river or lakes in Oxford studying poems or literature texts. I wouldn't say that econs wouldn't help because the world is all about economics and economics is the world and I can already bid my math goodbye. So what do I want now? I've always made random passing remarks of wanting to open and restaurant and be a chef and thats probably what I would like. Diploma in culinary and catering management. Actually, it was top on my list already before the O level results had been out. Therefore, I seriously have no idea what made me choose the jc path. Maybe because it looked more appealing to many and I guess I just had to flow with the crowd. I want out now. But then again, I'm just afraid I'll be making the wrong choice all over again althought at least I think thats really what I want now. And even if I withdraw from jc, I'm not certain I would get a place in that course. Haiyah, or maybe, its just me, wanting to run away from all the studying that needs to be done for promos. So tell me, how now, brown cow?

I last saw him at the national staidum. His presence was known to all. We all knew him as small monkey or the guy with the blue hair. I remember how he added much fun to our orientation. Big bear and small monkey. He was a crasher but everyone accepted him, brought us much fun and laughter. He came along with our class to watch the soccer match at the national stadium. He is in the group photos that we took.

"Mal         Alson Tang aka Small Monkey. I will remember you. says:
Alson Tang aka Small Monkey took the jump. He was suffering from depression. He did not live. If you can, let's all go to his wake tomorrow in memory of the guy who made our MI orientation fun. Meet at 3pm at Khatib station tomorrow."

I guess thats the problem. He looked like he was living THE life, with everyone around respecting him and all due to his very threatening looks and stuff. But I guess deep down, there was a void that he has yet to fill.  

Third service. The world is lost but they don't even know it. We're man on a mission. Evangelism is a process. Much pictures after that. We called dash then we went jamming. Its time we expand our knowledge of songs. Its always the same old thing. Aimless people. Macs. Stupid drawings which made me paranoid. She loves you & She still loves you, I know. Theres more to come. I just scared myself.

And we do that all the time. Maybe not litereally, but at the back of our minds.

When I wake up tomorrow morning, its gonna be sunday already. Invent a time machine, please.